There is no sin except stupidity (Oscar Wilde - The Critic As Artist)

Didn't bother to write fuck all yesterday. I was hangover and I was tired. I just laid on the sofa and watched football (Sunderland vs. Liverpool), True Blood and an extremely shitty movie The Sweeney. Survivor and Broen from the telly.

As I walked through the wilderness of this world (John Bunyan - The Pilgrim's Progress)

Quite a typical Autumn Saturday. Not much hangover though, I only drank about a bottle of red wine yesterday, South African crap called Bundustar (note to myself: don't buy it again) and something Spanish. Three great Premier League matches, some movies and TV show Survivor. I wish I had more time. I also went to countryside with my brother to make some apple juice and in the evening I went running and it was the easiest workout ever, I ran my usual route four times (6 kilometres), hardly broke a sweat, some heartburns (because of heavy dinner, salmon et al), but I could have ran several laps more, but I didn't because I was in a hurry to watch a game between Swansea and Arsenal. Days like these, I wish they'd never end.

I am my own ancestor (Duc d'Abramtes - Attrib.)

I was too tired to write anything here yesterday, I was almost too exhausted to boost up the computer. After work, I had over two hours of football and despite the rain and the win and the cold, it was fucking brilliant.

I count religion but a childish toy (Christopher Marlowe - The Jew Of Malta)

An evening shift, so not much to do before marching in. I slept rather late and finished watching the crap movie Alex Cross.

A place for everything, and everything in its place (Samuel Smiles - Thrift)

Football with the work mates after a morning shift. Pretty cool. After that a dinner (chorinzo sausage, cabbage rolls), one episode of True Blue and Alex Cross movie.

Oh well, not matter what happens, there's always death (Napolean - Attrib.)

Monday evening shift.

I drink for the thirst to come (Francois Rabelais - Gargantua)

Drank more than I should have last night.

Today watched a great movie Cloud Atlas, some football (ManCity vs. ManU) and Formula 1.

Got the courage to go running in the evening. I did my usual route only twice. 

Pilots circle their machines as eagles in the sky (Sodom - Magic Dragon)

Last night, I stood off booze. Almost. I drank only one glass of Disaronno and two glasses of red wine. Woke up at 8 a.m. and went running. I did my usual route four times (6 kilometres) with relative ease, the downside was that I splitted my new sweatpants that I bought from a second-hand store just a week ago. They weren't overly expensive, but now I need to find a new one nevertheless.

Saturday. Football from the telly. Three matches and some red wine, some liqueur, beer. I couldn't resist. What can you do. Shouldn't have. But I did. "First you take a drink, then the drink takes a drink, then the drink takes you” like F. Scott Fitzgerald put it.

Ain't no confusion here (Queens Of The Stone Age - The Vampyre Of Time And Memory)

Thank heatens it's Friday. I'll try to stay off booze, go running, eat healthy, clean up the apartment, watch movies and football, and listen to music. I'll see how it goes.

The sun does not set in my dominions (Friedrich von Schiller - Don Carlos)

I've dealt with a few junkies and drunks the past two days - I reckon, we hired guards to deal with the lowlife? - and I feel my blood pressure growing. I'm also fed up with the inner politics of the work place. I shouldn't pay too much attention, I shouldn't be so negative, but what can you do. I don't particularly like personal insults, is all. I drink like the next man, I'm selfish and stubborn, too. But still.

A dead woman bites not (Lord Gray - Queen Of Scots)

An evening shift. People are probably all jazzed about last night's library party, but I don't give a fuck, I was ordered to work, everyone got paid, anyone thanking me for the work I (and few others) did are bigots.

Let justice be done, though the world perish (Ferdinand I - Holy Roman Emperor)

Our library celebrates its 150 birthday today and we have been ordered to party or work, whatever you choose to see it. Funny thing, it should be our party, but we have to work like crazy, others can stay at home (and get the paycheck) and others party a few moments and then leave. My department is not directly ordered to work, but asked if we could do a few things for common good and there's dozens of duties to take care of. We should be paid extra, but no. Not in the fucking mood I can tell you.

Luckily I had a decent football practise yesterday, only seven people showed up and the weather was pretty cold, rainy and windy, but it was cool.

Champions League 2012-13 group stage begun. I had three games to choose from and ended up watching ManU vs. Leverkusen. The former fucked Leverkusen in the ass, 4 - 2, and truth be told, would have fucked even deeper hadn't missed all those chances. Gotta love Wayny Rooney's work ethic.

Here stand I. I can do no other (Martin Luther King - Diet Of Worms)

I was having an effective hangover yesterday thence I didn't bother to write fuck all here. Most of the time I sat sat on the sofa either watching movies or football.

Strike thunder monsters one eyed (Rotting Christ - Keravnos Kivernitos)

I purchased a few pay-TV cable channels for six months, so for today I have three Premier League matches on schedule.

Gimme a reason (Driller Killer - Re-arranged Face)

I didn't write here yesterday for several reasons. I went to play football as I do (if work allows) on every non-winter Thursday, my mom paid me a visit and one of my ex-girl friends was almost raped. She managed to escape the attacker, but only because she was smart enough to bite the fucker's finger. Early in the morning, coming home from the night shift, she was ambushed on a quiet neighborhood, grabbed and most likely dragged to the bushes and raped, hadn't she bitten him. Luckily she escaped and now we just hope the police catches him. And the rapist should hope the police catches him first because if I'll catch him, I hold absolutely no barriers, I'll probably execute the motherfucker. Rapists are the fucking scum of the earth.

This dumb ox will fill the whole world with his bellowing (Albertus Magnus - Aquinas)

The second attempt to order a new camera failed. I used a different wholesaler, but tried to order the same camera, but no. Funny or scary thing is that this company never took an initiative and contacted me, they were happy to take the money, but after nothing happened for a month (they promised to send the camera in 3-7 days), I wrote them an e-mail and asked what's up. Then they promised to deliver it to me the following week. That didn't happen. And as they didn't contact me, I once again wrote them an e-mail and threated that I'll let either consumer service or police taking care of things from now no. They answered that they don't have the camera. Fuckers. They assured me that I'll get my money back. Once I get my money back, I'll contact the consumer service and sure enough, bombard their facebook page with complaints. As a matter of fact, they are still advertising the same camera on their web page. They are waiting for a sucker to order and just possibly the customer forgets that he or she has ordered anything. And I'm sure there are people who don't know how to make a complaint or are afraid to make any contact to the wholesaler. And I'm still the sucker, I still haven't got the money back.

What a fitting headline!

If die I must, let me die drinking in an inn (Walter Map - De Nugis Curialium)

The delivery service picked up the four boxes to my brother this morning. There was 100 kilograms of art books removed from my library's collection, total number of something like 200 or more books. Quite a haul, in fact. My brother and his artist friends will be delighted, I bet.

An evening shift today. I'll miss a football practise, but I guess it's alright. I had a great practise yesterday and we played on artificial turf and real grass, and not on sand as they'll do today.

What you do no want done to yourself, do not do to others (Confuscius - Analects)

Waited for a delivery man to pick up four boxes (almost 100 kgs) to be delivered to my brother, but no-one showed up the whole day. I didn't even go outside with a fear of missing him or her. I waited till 5 p.m. - pass the office hours - and went to play football. These services sometimes are a pain in the ass. I have an evening shift tomorrow and the day after, we'll play by my schedule from now one. Fuckers.

Seek the eyes of the fallen prophet (Bloody Hammers - Witch Of Endor)

Kinda was worried - if I gave a fuck, that is - that I'd forgot to write here yesterday. And I did. Was working the better part of Saturday, so I was quite knackered at home. Hardly had the strenght to watch Survivor and eat. Watched the Steven Spielberg movie Lincoln, too - but only 60 minutes, this will be a long process, I'm so not interested in the subject matter. Sure enough, the actors are great and the movie looks the part, but so far it's been a boring motherfucker. But I have to watch it, so I can at least say that I have watched it.
Work day was interesting to say the least. Almost half of the library was closed down because we are cleaning the carpets, so we had to use detours when going from place A to place B. And some extra work too. We had to throw couple of violent drunks out of the premises. We have a guard, but the guard stayed motherfucking silent and did fuck all. Luckily the other drunk - the scary violent type - was so wasted on booze and pills that I escorted him out with ease. The other one was alright. I even thanked him. 
Today after a work day, I bought myself a kebab pizza and decided not to finish watching Lincoln, and I picked Andrew Dominik's Killing Them Softly instead and it was a great movie. 

Woe to the vanguished (Livy - History)

An evening shift. Will be interesting. We have a new office doing the security work. I also heard that there was a tuberculosis case some time ago at the work place and no-one said me goddamn anything.

What you do not want done to yourself, do not do to others (Confucius - Analects)

Yesterday I drank a lot. It took some effort to get a grip of myself and go to play football, but I did and I'm glad I did. Like often, had a cool time. Some pizza for supper.

Finished the The Last Of Us game. Life has lost its meaning. 

I believe because it is impossible (Tertullian - De Carne Christi)

I was quite mad at stupidity at work. It is quite common. If something is done or planned without any proper thoughts, my blood pressure sky-rockets. I really am amazed at my stupidity oftentimes, but sometimes I think that I'm the only one that have any brain and logic left. And it worries me that I get angry. That's something that I have to keep an eye on. I probably have issues. But shit is shit, there's no two ways about it.

For the fuck of it. A bit boozed, I admit. I watched some reality television. I almost fucking kicked my television to pieces. I hate those people. Who makes them? Stone-cold idiots. No place in this world. Die.

Evil be to him who evil speaks (Edward III)

Not much different this day. Actually, very much the same. I went to work. At home, took a quick nap. Went to play football. Came home. Some food. And a movie. Well, at least the movie was new. I watched Quentin Tarantino's Django Unchained and loved it to death. Phenomenal dude, he is - I reckon, he's the most gifted film maker of his generation, probably of all time. He often gets foulmouthed and criticized, but it's just a jealousy issue, he's on top of the game.

Give me a firm place to stand and I will move the earth (Archimedes - On The Lever)

Work and football and The Last Of Us. Took photographs of goats while going to the football practise. That was pretty cool.

Whom the gods love dies young (Menander - Dis Exapaton)

Been playing The Last Of Us -PS3 game quite a lot. Too much. Addicted. I want my normal life back.